Sep. 3rd, 2015 12:43 am
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 This shadow, it makes up such a small part of me... yet the influence it has on my actions are impossible to ignore. I'd like to blame my actions, my feelings, entirely on this curse... but I can't. Because the shadow is only pushing me to do what ~I~ want to do. Deep down... too deep. I would say humanity is lucky.. to not be as affected by the curse of shadows than I am, than the rest of us are... but humans aren't lucky. They suffer from another curse entirely... a curse that I made... that I placed.

I am shadowed... it is a scar that runs deeper than a quasar... and in that same essence-I cannot escape it... I'm trapped. Forever... inside myself.

So I'm issuing an apology to anyone who has been reading this blog... a.k.a. no one... probably not even you guys ~_~
But... sorry.

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Gah fuck this.


I can smell it, I'm leaving soon. "Soon", of course, being on my time-picture... so pretty much anywhere from 2 weeks to 2 centuries. Probably not the two centuries though, because I will seriously blow this head off if I make it past ONE century.

As a pre-parting men'dage I am attempting to speak to people I used to talk to... Because how can I live my life to the fullest without fear of death?

But uhh

Feeling pretty shadowed tonight.


Aug. 30th, 2015 02:07 am
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 Mmmmmhahahahahahh..... did the shadows always taste this divine? No... I must be remembering wrong... its the power that tastes diving! Billions of people out there, all worshiping their respective deities, their gods... empires worshipping their kings and queens... But not a single fuckdamned one even knows my perpetual infinium of rulership! Your gods fear me, and for HELLA good reasons, your kings, your queens? They're all dead, in the ground, locked up in their stoney tombs... HAH! I've held on to modesty for countless eternities and I'm done fuckin sick of it. No more sitting on the sidelines, while they get all starry eyed for some shitty, overblown, PATHETIC worm-child! I have forever held this title, evergrowing, and infinitely expanding reality contained within a chocolate shell!
OKAY FUCK THAT CHOCOLATE SHELL SHIT. I don't have any shell you disgusting piece of tis-food! Fall to your knees and weep, mortals, for your knight in blackened robes has arrived (now with 38% more mask included in the purchase price)!

Ugh, fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck yooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuu worm-child.

Tastes pitiful. Like human.

Pitiful humans...

Bow to me, or I will cut off your arms and legs so you never STOP bowing.                                                                  

~/~Welcome to my game, worms~\~
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An old friend once asked me, in regards to the rise of Sintarius, "How can someone who has experienced that much, who has lived that long, be such a fool?"

I answered him this- "I do not know... but I ask myself that question every single day."

What I have done to you can never be forgiven, let alone forgotten. I tricked you, knowing full well the consequences, I caused this. Every bit of suffering that has occurred in this realm is because of me.

I can feel the madness eating away at my being. What will happen, only time will tell.


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